A few notes I shared with a very private friend today - Get the Idea?

all my girl acquaintances including some of my men friends too!!!
paulie is like patty...Patty cake patty cake,
Bakers man bake me some cake as fast as you can.
Roll it, pat it, mark it with a "P" and put it in the oven
for "Paulie" and me! 
I was supposed to be institutionalized - but I had a talent
that could not be denied. So I'm free to terrorize the community
as they do to me.
hiding in Boise.
I have decided to change my bedroom around as a new "stage"
so I can change my current act. I'm looking for today's costume
and working on today's act - before I go out and charm the public.
It is very hard to come up with a new character to play every day
but I am successful in my insanity. Award winning success and
award winning insanity!
"And indeed there will be time
To wonder, "Do I dare?" and, "Do I dare?"
Time to turn back and descend the stair,
With a bald spot in the middle of my hair—
[They will say: "How his hair is growing thin!"]
My morning coat, my collar mounting firmly to the chin,
My necktie rich and modest, but asserted by a simple pin—
[They will say: "But how his arms and legs are thin!"]
Do I dare
Disturb the universe?
In a minute there is time
For decisions and revisions which a minute will reverse.
For I have known them all already, known them all;
Have known the evenings, mornings, afternoons,
I have measured out my life with coffee spoons;
I know the voices dying with a dying fall
Beneath the music from a farther room.
So how should I presume?
I grow old . . . I grow old . . .
I shall wear the bottoms of my trousers rolled.
Shall I part my hair behind? Do I dare to eat a peach?
I shall wear white flannel trousers, and walk upon the beach.
I have heard the mermaids singing, each to each.
I do not think they will sing to me.
I have seen them riding seaward on the waves
Combing the white hair of the waves blown back
When the wind blows the water white and black.
We have lingered in the chambers of the sea
By sea-girls wreathed with seaweed red and brown
Till human voices wake us, and we drown."
I wish I could have claimed that last quote -
it was bastardized by me from a famous poet
TS. Elliot


PS. Just clearing my head before breakfast - nothing to fear.....
I've got to get away from this computer this am.  I have ordered
my new computer (new decade) and I'm about to move to a new
cell phone provider and a new Anderoid but before I hit the
"escape button"
a thought on Feng Shui
feng shui is not something one can acquire - it's a "feel" some have it some don't" It is an overused term by social elitists who claim to have "the latest "thing" don't be fooled by commercialism... give me a comfortable rocking chair that looks out among an unpopulated landscape - with a good dog at my side. Some good music, the smell of something baking in the oven - a glass of wine before I take a nap.  Fehg Shui indeed!

Rub yourself all over, and where it feels good, be gentle and rub it again Keep doing this exercise until your eyes roll back and you lose your breath in your own self excitement... Remain calm and do this as often as you can

until the Doctor Cums!

OK, OK, I'm getting dressed and getting out of here............................